The Tiger Trap

I knew that if I didn’t pull over and take a leak, I would surely break something.  It wasn’t difficult to find a place to pull over on this rural back road in Northern Pennsylvania.  I had only seen one car (and what was once possibly a pickup truck) in the last two hours.  I slowed the car to a stop on the shoulder, mostly off the road, and exploded out of the car.

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If Not for the Comfort of Strangers

A swelling wall of ominous black clouds loomed ahead of me as I pulled off the highway and headed down the exit ramp.  The forecast was for snow and bitter cold for the next several days and it was obvious the weather forecasters were getting it right.  Several cars were lined up at the red light at the end of the ramp and their exhaust was making perfect parallel plumes of white against the angry grey sky—it was the dead calm before the storm.  I could see a street person holding a cardboard sign and walking from car to car up the ramp.

His presence was nothing unusual; I had been seeing him at this ramp for the past couple of weeks.

Continuing down the ramp, and coming to a stop behind the 10th car, I had the usual conversation in my head about whether I would make eye-contact or not; and how, no matter what, I would not give him anything—as usual.  I did not have a good reason for why I handled the “problem” this way, it just seemed easier to make a decision one way or the other than to come up with something that made sense in the bigger picture.  For me the bigger picture was just way too scary to contemplate.
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Sandalwood, Coffee and Angels

(A Satirical Erotic Science Fiction—I think)


Eiric picked up his head and stopped typing when Sara came in the room.

Earlier he had a recollection of hearing her moving in the kitchen and had smelled coffee brewing.  To Eiric, just the smell of coffee seemed almost as effective as drinking it.

Sometimes it is hard to tell what is realEven though most writers had long since abandoned keyboards in favor of touch-screens, holographic keyboards and voice recognition, Eiric still liked the rhythmic clicking and the gliding hand movements that came with the use of a keyboard—and his old fashioned cordless mouse.  In another life he fancied himself a gifted piano player.  If he could have found a reliable Smith-Corona word processor typewriter he would probably have used one of those—but they were scarce—he saw one once in a museum—but still keeps his eye open for one at the Salvation Army.

Eiric was an early morning person.  Getting up early and being hard at work before anyone else got up was pretty normal for him.  He was accustomed to Sara moving gracefully into the room with hot coffee in his favorite mug—the one he had found at the Salvation Army years ago.  She didn’t speak a word but smiled sweetly as she placed the coffee next to the keyboard.

He loved the way she bent over his desk so that he could see down her frilly white camisole.  She smelled like sandalwood and her hair was still sleepy.

“Are you hungry,” she asked him?

“In a bit—not just now,” he answered her—and then took a sip of his coffee.

She smiled at him and turned and walked out of the room—waving at him with her pretty little butt.  She wore robin’s egg blue silk panties that covered most of her butt—which was exactly what he liked.  He sure loved that butt—and those long perfect legs.  He gave a deep sigh, put his coffee back down and smiled to himself as he went back to typing.  She would have brought him his coffee naked if he had wanted her too.  He had friends that would have done that, that did do that, but he preferred that Sara keep her nakedness hidden—mysterious.  It somehow charged his senses and gave his mind something to dwell on—to fester—the way only delayed gratification can fester.  He knew that in a sense he was just teasing himself, and that it was all just a “game”—but isn’t all of life a game?

The ability to literally create one’s dreams and live them fully was a relatively new advance for human beings and Eiric was taking full advantage of it.  He was at the forefront of its development and was deeply involved in its evolution.  He and several thousand other writers were participants in one of the greatest human experiments of all time—although at this point in time it was hardly an experiment.  Things had progressed well beyond a state of “experiment” to a state of “being”—redefining what it meant to be human.

Historically there had been considerable question as to what it meant to be human anyway.  The vast number of wars, divorces, family feuds, murders, religions and suicides painted a dismal and sometimes grizzly picture of what it previously meant to be human.  Eirik read the old books—watched the old movies—he knew very well what life used to be like.

Sara and Eiric had been together now for almost a year.  Thus far, it was, by far, the best relationship he had ever had.  He really appreciated everything about her—he couldn’t imagine how it could be better.  He knew from past experience though that it could be better—it always got better.  Isn’t that the nature of all relationships?  We learn, we grow, and we get better with the next one—right?

Eiric knew that it had not always worked this way for everyone—people used to be slow learners—if they learned at all.  Some seemed to reap some sort of inexplicable pleasure by repeating old unproductive patterns.  These qualities had for the most part been weeded out of human behavior years ago—long before Eiric was born.  He read about it in books, but could only intellectually picture it—and why would anyone want to go there now?

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The Junkie

It was the middle of the night when he was awakened by the cold and the feeling that he might wet himself.  He gathered the layers of heavy blankets tightly around his neck to keep warm and tried to ignore the other concern.

He had been addicted for so long he could no longer remember when exactly it all started.

Prior to his addiction, all those many years ago, he was just like any normal person, but now this was his normal.

From his very first hit of the stuff he was hooked—it did not work that way on everyone.  In fact, most people successfully resisted it—after maybe trying it once or twice.  Others were able to kick the habit even after using for many years—but they usually needed some sort of recovery program to maintain their sobriety.

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The Simplicity of Being Oblivious

twin ponds 60913 (37)aBefore you get all high and mighty and think you understand the difficult choices that had to be made, when those difficult choices had to be made, let me provide you with a bit of the back story.

As long as Henry could remember, he knew about “The Choice.”  He knew that sooner or later it would be his turn to choose—it was only a matter of time—of which he had nothing but.  Given the untenable conditions under which he lived, he looked forward to it.  He knew that whether that choice came in a week, a year or 100 years, he would jump on the opportunity in a second to leave this wretched place.

Everyone he knew felt this way—it was the condition of life itself.  It had always been this way and most likely always would be this way.

If the lives we live have “themes,” monotony or boredom would be the theme of this place.  Change only comes about through the natural cycle of choices.

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